Bless Your Soul

I have been feeling so so happy and blessed lately. My life is seriously so great and everything is going so good right now. It scares me sometimes because I worry that everything is too good and something is bound to go wrong soon. But, I'm trying to push that thought out of my head and just enjoy life right now. I have such a good job, and work with good people. They work with my school schedule and pay me tooooo good for the amount of work I do. I have a full tuition scholarship and I get to live at home with my family-which honestly I wouldn't want it any other way. I love my family so much. They are all my best friends. I'm such a home body. I have my own cell phone, and my own brand new car. I have really good friends who I know would do anything for me and kick anyone's bum I asked them to. I'm SINGLE but not ready to mingle. Sometimes I think I want a boyfriend when I watch sappy chick flicks and then I realize I really don't. I think being single is so important. I had a boyfriend for the longest time. I was so attached to him and I didn't know how to be happy without him in my life. That's what having such a serious relationship so young will do to you. Not good. But good in a way. I've learned a lot about myself and a lot about life going through that relationship and break up. Before you can make someone else happy you have to make yourself happy and be ok with being alone. Which I totally am. I love being alone. I get lost in my head. I daydream so much and my reality is in my head. I love it and wouldn't want it any other way...for now. Someday I hope my daydreams really do become my day to day life and I achieve all...or most, of my goals. I love life and am so happy right now. I hope it lasts :) positive thinking. xx